Facing a College Deferral or Rejection

I'm writing this post today because I was deferred from University of Michigan.

I attend a high school where the university typically favors our school, so I'm not joking when I say literally everyone in my grade was talking about UMich decisions coming out today.

It gets tough knowing that more than half the grade will probably come back to school on Monday and brag about their acceptances to UMich while I have to sit back and watch because I was one of the few people who didn't have that chance.

Yet...

The only thing that is keeping me going is the fact that UMich didn't straight up reject me. Although, it also hurts because that means they didn't find my college application outstanding enough compared to all of the other EA applications, so they will be moving mine to the Regular Decision pool and compare mine to another group of applicants.

It stings. It truly stings.

I am already aware of my best friend who has gotten accepted into the UMich Engineering program and that is extremely fascinating as it is such a competitive program to begin with. I never doubted her though because with everything she does, it would be insane not to admit her. I am genuinely so proud of her and all of her accomplishments. She deserves it.

Though I am happy for her, I am also heartbroken for myself. I have dreamed of attending the University of Michigan ever since I was young, especially as I have been born and raised in Michigan. It's kind of a big deal for us Michiganders.

However, I'm not letting this set me back. I'm working on improving myself and truly SHOW my true talents to ensure my worth. All my life, I made myself believe the fact that I was not worthy of anything, but after everything I have gone through to get this far, I'm not going to let this get to my head.

Keeping a positive mindset even during tough times is incredibly important. Becoming disappointed and upset about something will only hold you back, so thinking on the bright side will not only keep you content, but it will also help you in the long run.

I'm not going to give up on my dream university. UMich decisions for Regular Decision release in early April, and though I have to wait another few months to hear my decision, I'm continuing to show my commitment and my worth by doing everything that is possible to stand out to them.

I may not have "outstanding" grades compared to my fellow peers in my own high school, but I still believe I have the qualities to succeed. Attending an IB school has only set me up for success and I believe I will be able to handle the tough curriculum as I have been doing so for the past four years and I have managed to obtain high grades.

So, University of Michigan, if you see this, I want to let you know that I am working hard to stand out in your eyes. I believe I have the qualities to be successful in your university and I don't doubt myself. I have visited the campus and I am aware of how comforting and beautiful the area is, overall.

Even if UMich decides to defer me because they think I'm not suitable for their university, I will stay positive. Rejection is redirection and I will not let this hold me back from continuing my hard work.

With that being said, I do plan on crying myself to sleep as soon as I publish this. No hard feelings though!

Thanks for reading and UMich, please know that I love you!

Until next time!